So… What exactly happened that gave rise to this illusion of me having bigger eyes? My eyes are still as tiny as poppy seeds if you really want to know. =.= hmm… So did I use…

*Double eyelids tape which I don't even know how they work*

Nope. =X I have very prominent double eyelids already. Though they don't enhance the size of my eyes… .___.

Or… *Gasps* Did I go under the knife like my friend said?

*Scary knife =( *

Nil. Nada. Wrong. Go away if you are thinking that. =X

Actually, all I need was the correct eyeliner. =D

I used to use Faceshop's automatic eyeliner… However, it didn't really perk my eyes up the way I wanted it, though I am still using it on days when I am on super light makeup.

The less-than-adventurous Sock got her hands on her most value-for-money purchase when her darling XiuZ recommended her Maybelline Eyestudio Creamy Gel Liner (in black).

Plus the nice false lashies that dear Chia got for me for my 18^th birthday add on to the trick. I am happy with my eye make-up now~ Even though I am still clueless as to how to put on eyeshadow and draw my eyebrows T_T…

*This thing is currently the favourite thing in my make-up pouch though I left it to collect dust for like a year before daring to use it. =X*

Does that answer your question Bobo? =DD And why would having a boyfriend enhance your features???!!! LOL

I wanted to blog about some on-going stuff in my life… However, after typing out a ridiculously long post I decided to dump it. Maybe a better post will come into my head tomorrow. Nevertheless I decided that I should at least post something… So like Seok says, I blog about anime a lot… So this is one of those posts! XD

Japan has began its Summer 2009 anime season! Granted, Summer anime titles are less impressive compared to Fall and Spring anime and I don't usually take note of Summer shows either. HOWEVER! (Note my big "however" in caps =DD) The show I have been waiting for since like a year ago finally make its appearance! Umineko no Naku Koro ni (translated to When the Seagulls Cry) is a psychological/horror anime whereby serial murders happen. Mysteriously. And to 18 people. XD

I love it when anime of the horror genre appear! <3 It's thrilling to watch instead of some weird schoolgirl (Shoujo genre) love that most people adore. Anyways, I am having high expectations of it though the 1^st episode was not really chocked full of plot and such… =( But the opening song (OP) is so awesome! (If people share the same taste toward OPs as me :p)

So far, we have a freaking rich family with people trying to inherit its vast fortune, a cute loli (little anime girl) who is somehow creepy, a pervy main character, a grand house with a lot of pretty roses and a witch who sort of appeared for like 5 seconds (her portrait is hanging in the house though).

This is going to be my future house! XDD (In my dreams =X)

Roses! <3

Characters I have my eyes on! =DD

Scary witch's portrait... *cringes*

I doubt he is as pervy as guys who compare the figures of me and my friends =.=

Little girls can be scary too! *stareeeeeeee*

I will be ranting more about it if I find the following episode(s) nice. So bear with me =X.

Wish me luck people! =X Ok, I shall go to sleep.


P.S. I am not angry at anyone, just that I don't feel like talking. >_<

Refer to above title.

Yeah man, I might have. One might think something is funny to him. However, if I do not find it to be of entertaining value or even insulting, I will be pissed.

I am extremely pissed currently. For a lot of reasons and not just because of some weird comparisons one has been gleefully pointing out to me. I exhibit abhorrence for more than just petty reason. I am tired, I am drained and I just want to be insulated from negative things now, even if one means it as a joke. I am not appreciating whatever witty comments (or so you think) currently.

If you cannot come up with sensible things to message or say, I suggest you stuff it instead of apologizing after. I may not stay angry for long, but I will always brand negative incidents in my mind.

Yes, I have no sense of humour currently. So just fuck off. (Pardon my language, I really had the urge to say it out.)

There are always things that one will think only exist in the world of fiction. Such as love that will eventually bloom to become an eternal "happily-ever-after". Different people have different views when it comes to relationships. I used to have the urge to partake in the fairytale named "being attached", yet it's only when I tried to become a part of a pair that I realized I didn't like it. I prefer the 100% perfect romance that can only be sustained in my imagination. I am currently but a spectator in various relationship scenes and I get amused/disturbed/envious due to them.

*A sensitive girl in need of more love and an insensitive guy who just won't get it… Is this simply a matter of just letting go? Or is there something that no one but the she herself is forcing herself to understand? Is there another person or just wild imaginations ruining her idea of a romance? Spare yourself the heartbreak my dear friend; there is always someone better someplace else. You will never find him if you don't brave it out.

**A couple that doesn't hold hands and don't go out on dates without other people along… Are they really together or are they simply convincing that they are lovers for the past half a year? The female is unsecure and has a twisted view of how her world should function. The male on the other hand, yearns to be the person she will want to be with. Quarrels do strengthen relationships but too many strains it as well. Loving her is not as simple as saying it my dear boy… Take a step back and re-evaluate, both of them may see that they are not right for each other. Sometimes, we will always regret that we stopped being friends.

***Two people that looks right for each other… Will they actually try it out or are there factors holding them back? There is no such thing as losing one when they have another. I believe you will still be my friend just fine and I will support whatever your decision is. Just remember that happiness can only be attained by your own decisions. Others will understand someday, no matter how bleak it looks now. I am envious of you, because I have never really seen a guy who falls for someone just for the way she is.

And so, the sentimental Sock curls up in her bed and daydreams about her own perfect romance again. I am helpless as to how things on the three pair of people above turn out. As long as they are contended, I guess I can't really argue too… Being friends is all about supporting each other. =)But ya I am laughing more at the second scenario because I really cannot help it. I never supported puppy love.

It has been one hell of a week. I need sleep. Badly.

Guess what? It won't come.

I'm getting worried over the same crap again. Thanks to some bloody idiot that rang my phone while I was away for like less than a minute from my phone. No thanks again to that freaking idiot that I don't know who he / she / it is because I have no caller-id. If I miss that one important phone call because of some dumb away-from-phone-for-like-30-seconds incident, I am so going to burn something down.

More tomorrow.

Provided that I survive it.